By Dushiyanthini Kanagasabapathipillai
Rohini Pararajasingam, a Jaffna Tamil woman is
unknown to many. She is soft spoken, and a person with highest qualities, is
proud to have saved 35,000 volumes of valuable books during the conflict in the
peninsula. She served as the Assistant Librarian, and climbed the ladders with colours and dedicated service, and promoted as the Chief Librarian at the prestigious University of Jaffna. She served for 35 years, as Jaffna Peninsula has witnessed the worst years during the conflict. She was promoted as the Chief Librarian of the University of Jaffna in 1994, and retired in 2005.
She welcomes me with a warm motherly kiss, and a bright
smile. She holds my right hand gently and softly, as we both walk through an alley
to her house in Urumpirai, outskirts of Jaffna town.
Rohini Pararajasingam being an ardent reader, has passionately read Penguin books. She graduated from the University of Madras in India with a degree in Zoology, and has completed Diploma and Masters
Degree at the same university in her passionate subject Library Science, and returned home to convert her passion for
books into profession. She served at Cargills Book Store for a short period,
before she was selected as an Assistant Librarian at the University of Jaffna. “I saw a newspaper advertisement calling for
an assistant librarian, and I applied the day before the application date closed,
and I was selected to serve”, recalls Rohini with a smile.
In October 1987, hostilities between the Indian
Peace Keeping Forces (IPKF), and Liberation Tigers of Tamil Eelam (LTTE) were intensified
in Jaffna Peninsula, and the University of Jaffna too came under continuous
attacks, and causing extensive damage to the equipments and documents. Many unforgettable
violent incidents took place in Kokkuvil, and Thirunelvely during this period.
Rohini Pararajasingam hails from Point Pedro, and was
living in Thirunelvely, near the University of Jaffna during this time. She received
a call from a fellow staff. The Chief Librarian was on sabbatical leave, and Rohini Pararajasingam was appointed as the Acting Chief Librarian at the time of violence in the peninsula. “I had to
make an instant decision to move the books to a safer place. It was pitch dark,
and pouring rain, something had to be done immediately to safeguard those
books. Valuable books were being looted by the neighbours, and Indian soldiers were
using the books as to serve as stools.
along with some staff members, and volunteer students, have carefully started
to collect the rain soaked books from the University Library, smoothly covering
the books with my costly silk sarees, and transported them in lorries to Chaavakachcheri to
be stored in a school. Sri Lankan army which was confined to the barracks during that period too
came out to help us finding the rain soaked books. I bore the transport cost,
which was later reimbursed. I think that, when libraries are targeted, the idea
is to destroy entire culture, and to deny learning. There is a famous Tamil
saying, that to look at one’s own reading is to know one’s mind and culture. It
extremely hurts us. We love our books, and we lost most precious ones. There is
no possibility of replacement. People of
Jaffna love knowledge and learning. It is part of our culture. What was lost
will remain lost to the people of Jaffna. We can add new books, but nothing can
replace the old books, what was lost will remain lost forever”,
painfully recalls Rohini Pararajasingam with tears.
|"We treat books with great care and love", reiterates Rohini Pararajasingam|
Although her immediate action to move the remaining
books to a safer place was bitterly criticized instantly, her brave act was commended
with a certificate of appreciation by the Jaffna University authorities later.
“I did what
was needed to safeguard the rest of the books from being vandalized at that
time. I neither stopped to think nor asked my husband to decide for me. I went
ahead, decided, and moved the books to a safer place. I was 44 years, when I had to make a sole decision to safeguard priceless volumes of books ”, proudly adds Rohini
She also complained to the High Commission of India,
in Colombo, about the way the Indian soldiers were disrespectfully handling the
books at the library. “Those books were our lives; our source of
knowledge. Foreign army which was sent to maintain peace, simply did not know
our culture.We could not
safe the books in the statistical section, but only managed to salvage the
books from the reference section, shares Rohini Pararajasingam as tears
roll down her cheeks.
Rohini Pararajasingma goes through her memory lane ~ "We have lost a precious collection of books", painfully recollects Rohini Pararajasingam
Every time she mentions the words "books and library" her eyes uncontrollably fill with tears, and she cries. She revisits her painful past journey with dreadful memories. "I couldn't save all the books which estimated 64,000 at the time of violence. I only managed to save volumes of 35,000 books. The rest is all gone. We will never be able to replace", sorrowfully recalls Rohini, while wiping her tears.
Rohini Pararajasingm at her seventy, still mourns the loss of treasured
volumes of valuable books. She has also lost numerous personal belongings, as
the conflict intensified in the peninsula. She moved to many places, multiple
times with her husband, and two young daughters. “I had to buy everything from the kitchen knife to a dining table. Our
calm and simple lifestyles were suddenly altered more than once. Only the spate
of violence that survived as our only belonging”, tearfully recalls Rohini
Pararajasingam in Jaffna.
She acknowledges with gratitude S. Murugavel, the Former Chief
Librarian of University of Peradeniya, and University of Jaffna as her guru in Library
Science. She learnt the art of Library Science under his attentive guidance.
Rohini Pararajasingam leads a retired life in Jaffna, but haunting memories don't allow her to forget the past.